Well.... i guess i get to update again. Life is treating me very good. There is not much to bitch about, execpt school. What a fucking pain in the ass. I am sick and tired of 3 hours of homwork a night. It's very hard to balance a socical life, a girlfriend, and keep up my gades.

Chirstmas break is almost here!!! Woot!! Wait that means finals. I know how much everybody loves finals. I can't card out of several finals because they are pre-ap or AP. This sucks, i will card out of Algerbra II and Esch's English II becacue I suck ass at Englsih.

The scoial aspect of life is going well. None of my friends are mad at me that i know of, and if you are I'm sorry. I WAS in the Car club but that is in the past, becasue our dumb ass President Austin Holt, the kid in my Bio class. He left a street racing website on the board and a teacher saw it and went there, and they said a club at south can't support a club the street races. SO we just got fucked and the car club is gone. there goes our 4 field trips and car show. I know no one cares but i had to post something.

Now for the last part of my life, my girlfirend. Skip this part if you don't want to read it.

coming up on two months, the 18th, she had been more than i expected, i have achivied more self-confidence and now i am  not as shy to express my thoughts to people who don't agree with me. Not sure it that's her fault but it happened. My mom likes her, which is good, maybe a little to much. my mom's christmas list has more things for her than it does things for me. I get to go shopping for chirstmas presants on Sunday. I'm getting her....a **** **** ***** * **** and a pair ** ******* and maybe some other things. Not quite sure yet. Erica makes me happy so, if you disagree with it just shut your pie hole and let me be happy with the person that makes me feel so special. Just FYI: got major points with her dad, he's a ford freak ,and loves mustangs so we talked for a bit. I'm done talking about her for now.

If you skiped the last paragraph start reading again here. the year has gone by so fast, maybe it's just me or not. In no time we will be seinors and going on with our lives. It brings a tear to my eye.

Thanks to B for the mustang layout, it makes me happy in a not sexual way.

If anyone is having a bad day or week, just remember that these times of pain will always be replaced with times of happiness, just give it time and keep  your head up. The end reuslt is always woth it.

E.T.

(Can anyone loan me some cash ($1,000) to mod my mustang??)

So, it everybody still alive out there? It's only been a moth since i updated, and finally found some free time between schoolwork, friends, and Erica. I am over at Andy's house hanging out.

the reason for not updating is simply the fact it doesn't matter what people think about me. That may sound harsh but i get told what to do by my friends and it may be the best in the long run but i went against them and seem pretty happy.

School has been full of hours and hours of homework. But overall very time consuming. I think i can get through it.

If i haven't talked to you i would like to take the time to say i don't hate you but i am either lazy to talk to you or have problems with my parents. My parents dont seem to let me do anything with people but they are just looking out for me.

I would like to make a general statement to everybody, please be responisble with the things you do. If you are going to drink please to it resonisbly, have fun but don't put people at risk becasue you decided to do a stupid thing like that. If you want to have sex, fine, not my choice, but use a condom becasue i would hate to see one of my friends with a kid at this age. if you want to drive fast or street race do it right or not at all. People who make stupid decisons shouldn't have to make people pay for their wrong doings.

I have learned a lot in the past month: there at times at which you feel like you are on the top of the world, you need to live these up becsue at any time there could that moment where it all dissapears and you are left with sadness.

I would like to speak to those who have a girl/boy friend; when that person makes you feel like a million bucks, don't question why, always say what you mean, and most important tell them you love them. those three words can make a perosn stop doing some dumb rational idea that will only end up hurting someone, mainly themselves.

At some points i feel that life is a lost cause. NO i am not sucideal becsue i have everything i need a more. A 04 mustang can keep me here, and another person keeps me down to earth. you know who you are.

The answers to you questions can only come from you and not anyone else. Don't make the mistake of letting the world run your life, make your life run the world.

No one knows when you will be removed from this world so make everday the best it can be. i know easier said than done, but with a little effort it make things better.

If anyone wants  to talk call and i might pick up. dont let anyone change you. And yes thing can change overnight, so if you know longer like that perosn don't let things go on.

On a happer note, i lost my stripes on my car but my car will still be kick ass.

I would like to thank all my friends for the support in my life so far, and in the future. Again sorry for not talking to anyone. 

My life has changed A LOT since last update so bear with me in my time of reform, i think these things will make me a better peron in the long run.

  If anyone read the whole thing YOU are a real friend or someone who is really bored. 

Thanks for the memories and good times but many may not continue on but we will always have those times even when we are not together anymore.

I love you all!!

Don't drink, smoke, fuck each other, or kill yourself (it wont slove anything) TRUST ME. your life can make a change in the world so be smart and have fun

FORD RULES

I WANT A FORD GT. ($141,099) 

I am done, a moths worth of thoughts. thanks for reading

E.T.

::Edit::

Hey everybody, I was looking on the internet for stuff to put on my xanga (brandon speaking) and I found this, I thought that this would go better on his xanga, than mine.

Well,, I decided to update finally.

Homecoming was really really fun, we went to Applebee's for dinner, then out for dessert, to the dace, and went bowling. (EVE kicked ADAM, MOSES, GOD, JESUS ass in bowling)

Steph W:  thanks for going with me, i had a good time, hope you did too.!!!!

We took pictures at Andy's house that was fun, my flower thing fell off and I couldn't get it back on after trying a MILLION times and making myself bleed.

Between the football game, and homecoming my homework is still not done and it is Sunday afternoon. but oh well.

hopefully everybody had a great time it you didn't I'm sorry.

No chiefs game so i'm bored.

See ya,

E.T.

P.S.::  Congratulations to ANDY and STEPHANIE DEAN,   

I feel like crap today, everything is gone wrong. School is a bitch, everyone is mad at some one, people are backstabing each other, and the cruption is horrible. If that's not bad enough, i sat in AP History and had no idea what was going on, complealy out of it. Just an FYI the hat I wear is becasue i want to wear it not so people can take it.

Two freaking test in a couple day and have no clue on any of them. I feel like a dumbass and i know nothing. bottom of the science class, don't understand the things i am thought to be good at. i feel so low, and like dropping out of school.

Normally there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, and that light is always worth the struggles you went through. the tunnel is so dark i can't see a light, or is the light not there either way i am walking in darkness, maybe in the wrong direction, but in complete darkness.

And no it was not on a "silver platter", that was intended to a specific perosn.

The car was mistake, $16,000 down the drain, there is always someone better, a nicer car, but i thought it didnt mater but it does, you want people to accept you in everything you do. most people have a special talent, a sport, being crative, but i look upon myself and i dont see a talent that can help me. companies want a peroson that can add to that company but i have noting to ad to anyone.

I feel people think of me as a spoiled kid, he's got a mustang, college paid for, and parents buy him things, but the "Silver Platter" comment that was made really pisses me off. I dont have lots going for me so can i at least have something, or would that make me happy and i cant be happy, i god againt me??? or is he testing me, becasue i am failing, just like in school. hope this is not what the rest of life is like for me, getting beat by everyone around you, friends, peers, and the world seems to be against me.

E.T.

YES!! the weekend is here, what is going on this weeked??? fall fun fest?? party?? or nothing? give me a call.

I guess I am goning to homecoming now,because i went and asked Stephanie Williams, and she said yes.

South started a new club called South Auto. it is pretty cool a little disorganized, but it wil get better, it you like cars you should come. I appericate you coming with me, B, i know you felt a little left out. i kind of did to

only 1 hour of homework,

GO JAGS, playinh Rock tonight.

Call me with plans for this weekend I should be free.

E.T.